A Problem and A Solution

Problem:
I am freaking out wondering what I'm going to do after college. Yes, I've applied to programs. Yes, I've completed my teachers certification. Yet, I have no decisions. Thinking about life after May 21, 2010 is consuming my mind. Real talk. I think about it at least once every other minute. I've become an insomniac. I've ceased being productive academically or at my jobs. It's a legit issue.

Solution:
Focus on things that calm me down. Today I went to go see Afriky Lolo and I was reminded of my love for dance and music. It's hilarious that I will dance in class, go out with friends, dance in Black Anthology, and when everything ends...believe that I'll be ok. I need some new music..and I need to take some time out of each day to dance, and play or listen to music. Hopefully that'll keep me a little bit centered.

Sincerely,

Ceily Decietful (yeah I'm still here...it'll be awhile til I'm gone)