God's mail

I saw this on the principals door at a school I was volunteering at.
"God responds to knee-mail"

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Much needed comfort

I read this on my bible verse of the day app...which I love. This surprisingly and happily brought me much joy this morning.

1 Peter 5:10 ()

10 And after you have suffered a little while, the God of all grace, who has called you to his eternal glory in Christ, will himself restore, confirm, strengthen, and establish you. #Bible http://j.mp/i42XtE

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Self control.

Knowing my limits. Exercising self control. Something I'm seriously working on.

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Nervous Habits.

I have a few destructive nervous habits I'd really like to stop.
When I'm stressed I play with my eyebrows and eyelashes which makes them fall out.
When I'm any kind of emotion I overeat.
I just want to sleep when I'm stressed which makes me extra lethargic.
I really want to change these habits.
They say admitting you have a problem is the first step so...
Step 1. CHECK.

No what's step 2?

erase the spot.

Tear. Drops.
Well.
They do not fall.
Tear. Drops.
Put pressure on my
Fore. Head.
Tear. Drops.
Fill my ears with drumming.
Tear. Drops.
Fill a moment of emptiness
Tear. Drops.
Drip drop.
Fill the hole.
Fill the spot.
Block the pain.
Tear. Drops.
Fill my heart.
I leave them their to drown the hurt.
The lack of understanding.
The miss understanding.
My friends know how I feel about crying.
But…
Tear. Drops.
That’s a whole different story.
I need these…
Tear. Drops.

A Good Day

Today was glorious, until 7:34pm
I was having the best day in awhile
Got up and was productive.
Wrote an application.
Talked to an old friend.
Had a me day.
Went downtown.
Walked all day.
Took myself out to lunch.
Talked to my mom.
Got a message from my club.
Talked to my ship.
And then...
but I don't want to talk about that.
I just want to remember.
The good day.